[No matter how many times he's seen Penny's bright smiles, he can't help but smile along. It's infectious, really... Still, he remains focused on leading the dance and tries to have fun in the meantime, despite his awkwardness. Up to a point at least.
Although the music is far from nearing completion, Soundwave's movements gradually slow down, and he's becoming noticeably offbeat. Before Penny could say anything to that, however, he closes the space between them and buries his face on her shoulder, to hide the flustered and agitated look he's been holding the whole time. That won't hide the subtly quiver of emotions in his whisper, however.]
Penny... There's something I want to tell you. It's... imperative that you know what it is. [Silence falls as a cold breeze passes by before he forces himself to speak again, unconsciously squeezing on Penny's hand.] Before that, we should go to a place less loud... and less crowded than here. I know a place.
[He doesn't say anything more. Pulling himself away, he quickly turns around to gently drag Penny off the dance floor with him-- to the Memory Tree. Though he seemingly continues to be in his usual cool demeanor, the cold breeze might act as an indication of his agitation.]
[ the act of him stepping closer doesn't surprise her, but him burying his face in her shoulder does. she naturally puts her arms around him in a hug in case something is wrong, but she's not sure if that's what's going on here. maybe it is, but... call it a hunch. ]
Oh, okay. Sure thing! [ a beat. ] Is everything okay-
[ but before she can voice the questioning inflection, she is dragged! ]
[Even if she completed the question, he'll just say he's "fine" and be completely dismissive right after. The hug helped to calm himself a little though.
Anyways-- After a timeskip dragging, they arrived at the front of the memory tree. Soundwave holds her hand for a moment longer before releasing it, dropping his arm to his side, clenching his fingers. His back is still turned to her.
His chest is pumping hard inside, anxious, but he can do this. He just needs to open his mouth and confess. That's all. Just confess. Releasing a deep breath, he turns to look Penny properly, eyes flaring and voice quivering-]
Penny... I'm... I'm in love with you!
[There. Inadvertent yell confession. His hand clamps around his elbow and his eyes fall to his feet out of fear of rejection. But it's clear he's genuine- evident by the light blue orbs appearing around his head.]
[ to be honest, Penny isn't sure what to expect from this. it must be something important if Soundwave is taking her somewhere other than the dance floor - he definitely has her undivided attention, but there aren't any expectations on what he'll say to her.
needless to say, she isn't really sure what to think. the confession has her tilting her head curiously, not quite sure what he means. ]
[Ah... Somehow he's both surprised and unsurprised that Penny doesn't get it. Her innocence's part of her nature isn't it- of course he'd need to be explicit with her... It gets him to smile just a little. But still, even if this presents an opportunity for him to back down and have their relationship remains the same, he soldiers on.]
It means I...
[He trails off, fingers tightening around his elbow. It's difficult to tell what expression he's currently wearing with the mask and bangs hiding most of his face. What's apparent is Soundwave shifting his weight from side to side.]
I... have no doubts that we love each other as friends, Penny. I still do... But I recognized another form of love I have for you-- a love on a different level than that of friendship. It's more... intimate. [His mind wanders back to a word Ciel said to him.]
What I'm trying to tell you is... I have... romantic feelings for you.
[ though it helps somewhat that he's explicit, the notion still confuses Penny somewhat. this is something completely foreign to her - the "love" that she understands and feels is of a familial sort for her father and friends. what Soundwave is describing doesn't seem to fit that at all. ]
I'm... not sure if I understand.
[ there's a look of regret in her eyes as she meets Soundwave's. it isn't quite a "rejection", but she definitely can't return something that she can't comprehend, can she? ]
But I can tell that your feelings are strong. [ they're resonating with her crystal, too. she can't ignore that. ] If it's okay with you, can I take some time to think about them?
[The look of regret in Penny's eyes is enough to break eye contact with her, his gaze wavering as he looks away. Although he had mentally prepared himself for an answer like that, for some reason hearing it makes him feel even more frazzled.
Even so, he understands...]
I'm fine with it. Take as much time as you need, Penny ... I will wait for your answer. And whatever it is, I will accept it.
[He wants to apologize to her for springing something like that out of nowhere, too, but he ends up biting his metaphorical tongue instead and continues to stare elsewhere.]
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Although the music is far from nearing completion, Soundwave's movements gradually slow down, and he's becoming noticeably offbeat. Before Penny could say anything to that, however, he closes the space between them and buries his face on her shoulder, to hide the flustered and agitated look he's been holding the whole time. That won't hide the subtly quiver of emotions in his whisper, however.]
Penny... There's something I want to tell you. It's... imperative that you know what it is. [Silence falls as a cold breeze passes by before he forces himself to speak again, unconsciously squeezing on Penny's hand.] Before that, we should go to a place less loud... and less crowded than here. I know a place.
[He doesn't say anything more. Pulling himself away, he quickly turns around to gently drag Penny off the dance floor with him-- to the Memory Tree. Though he seemingly continues to be in his usual cool demeanor, the cold breeze might act as an indication of his agitation.]
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Oh, okay. Sure thing! [ a beat. ] Is everything okay-
[ but before she can voice the questioning inflection, she is dragged! ]
here we goooo
Anyways-- After a timeskip dragging, they arrived at the front of the memory tree. Soundwave holds her hand for a moment longer before releasing it, dropping his arm to his side, clenching his fingers. His back is still turned to her.
His chest is pumping hard inside, anxious, but he can do this. He just needs to open his mouth and confess. That's all. Just confess. Releasing a deep breath, he turns to look Penny properly, eyes flaring and voice quivering-]
Penny... I'm... I'm in love with you!
[There. Inadvertent yell confession. His hand clamps around his elbow and his eyes fall to his feet out of fear of rejection. But it's clear he's genuine- evident by the light blue orbs appearing around his head.]
I'M KEEPING THIS ALIVE
needless to say, she isn't really sure what to think. the confession has her tilting her head curiously, not quite sure what he means. ]
In... love?
<3 <3 <3
It means I...
[He trails off, fingers tightening around his elbow. It's difficult to tell what expression he's currently wearing with the mask and bangs hiding most of his face. What's apparent is Soundwave shifting his weight from side to side.]
I... have no doubts that we love each other as friends, Penny. I still do... But I recognized another form of love I have for you-- a love on a different level than that of friendship. It's more... intimate. [His mind wanders back to a word Ciel said to him.]
What I'm trying to tell you is... I have... romantic feelings for you.
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I'm... not sure if I understand.
[ there's a look of regret in her eyes as she meets Soundwave's. it isn't quite a "rejection", but she definitely can't return something that she can't comprehend, can she? ]
But I can tell that your feelings are strong. [ they're resonating with her crystal, too. she can't ignore that. ] If it's okay with you, can I take some time to think about them?
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Even so, he understands...]
I'm fine with it. Take as much time as you need, Penny ... I will wait for your answer. And whatever it is, I will accept it.
[He wants to apologize to her for springing something like that out of nowhere, too, but he ends up biting his metaphorical tongue instead and continues to stare elsewhere.]